†he Knife

I've got a knife in my hand not intended for you
A positive reaction to a negative force
The blood on my wrists a velvet caress
So I draw from the inside and carve up my flesh
All who were near have turned away
Void from their minds of everyday
Away from the light and into the dark
Where shadows run rampant in my nightmare heart
I've burnt all my bridges threw my life in the flame
now I burn from the like a villain
Hell isn't a place but is a frame of mind
My mind has been framed by the hell inside
I cant cut away all the that I've burned
But I can destroy you all with my arsenic words
A call from the dracruel demon within
The blade in my mouth I speak with.

I will not survive
we are all terminal
this knife in my hand
its my way out

I've clawed at my eyes I don't want to see
Everything I've done is a failure complete
look at what i've done, it's more than most
I am proud of the fails that impale this ghost
But no this hurt wont wash away
As I wash away the sins of yesterday
with pills, and liquor, no sleep, starvation
I purge myself to now to eradication
Life isn't plenty its fragile one
I ere away from the morning sun
A vampire I am not but I am dark inside
This is confused in my sinister eyes
I'm not blind I can see what you've done
Dragging my name through the mud
It matters not I'll drag your body soon
After I perish I coming to haunt you

I will not survive
we are all terminal
this knife in my hand
its my way out

Broken inside but there is nothing to fixed
I have fixed myself with a beautiful death
Pity things didn't work out like what was said
But than again I was only in your head

I will not survive
we are all terminal
this knife in my hand
its my way out